Episode 99

Changes.

It did happen.

Wondering why i placed that picture in this post? I mean, i did not exactly want that feet there but that arrows. Yeah, you see, sometimes you can't exactly figure out what your next move or fate would be like. It does come unexpectedly sometimes.

Bunked in again this morning with Love. Yes. I was happy, he was too. I mean, it has been a while since we spent time together. If i was a clock stopper, i would have stopped the time and make the day mine. :( Oh well, indeed, i did meet him. Yeah. I was elated just to see him first this morning.

I know, i ain't good. But yes, even if i'm drenched in sins, why would i make a halt in getting guidance from Him. I was glad enough i knew Love's cousin, Aini. She's fun to be with and we share things in common. I am deeply happy to see how i bonded with her in this short period of time. Today, after Terawih prayers, Aini and I together with two more friends went 'lepak-ing' at the playground. It was hilarious! Laughing along at how 'fanatic' we were about children. Tak sabar nak kahwin ke semua?? Hahs. Looking forward to seeing them in the days to come. At least i got some time off, laughing & smiling along with these people. :)

Sometimes, when we want and expected things the way we wanted it to be, we kind of failed. And when we failed, that is the part we have a huge downturn for ourselves. That feeling sucks and i've been experiencing it sometimes. You see, in family, in relationship, in fate, in life. Almost everything we want to shape it the way we wanted to be. There's just that one thing i'm expecting badly and i wish to see that happen one fine day. And when it happens, i won't be different no more. :) I pray hard, He will answer my prayers.

Insyallah.