I Need My FARHAN Real Bad .
okay. exams are finally over. so yeah, i was real shagged with school and now summer break is here! ohh. Ramadhan is also here. Welcoming it with an open heart. I swear this Ramadhan, i'm opting for a better change within myself. i want the best for myself, so that others will be happy by my side. insyallah, may Allah bless me.
2 months break is already in. i once thought that i would rot at home BUT i was elated cause i've found a job at Cold Rock Ice Cream Parlour @ Holland V. so guys, come down and eat ice cream. hee. lovee is busy as well, for one month he's going to work at the Ramadhan Bazaar so yeah, both are preoccupied. meet-ups are done if necessary.
recently, a lot of mishaps happen to us. more girls are tryna get cool with him. and yeah. i was just too .. gosh. there's just no words to describe it. plus, with this hectic schedule, i admit i'm particularly more worried over things that are bound to happen if we dont spend time together. in fact, just only a few days, i just feel the gap between us. i just pray hard that things won't happen. maybe Allah is tryna test our patience in this fasting month.
whatever things that i've said, i hope you could understand. dear lovee, how am i supposed to tell you how worried and just how overprotective i am over you? do you ever realise that? i dont get mad without reason. what i just wanna tell you is that, i'm just too concerned and i get uneasy if i don't get that attention from you. you know now we dont spend much time together right? and i just can't see girls around you. i/m just too weak for that. you know how i feel. so i just want you to give the best for me. just what i need and expect from you. that's all what i asked for lovee. i need my FARHAN real bad. just be who you are to me right now.
♥With Love, Monday, August 24, 2009
