Tik tik tik waktu berdetik
Tak mungkin bisa kuhentikan
Maumu jadi mauku
Pahit pun itu ku tersenyum
Kamu tak tahu rasanya hatiku
Saat berhadapan kamu
Tik tik tik air mataku
Biar terjatuh dalam hati
Mauku tak penting lagi
Biar kubuat bahagiamu
Kamu tak tahu rasanya hatiku
Saat berhadapan kamu
Kamu tak bisa bayangkan rasanya
Jadi diriku yang masih cinta
Woke up by the sound of my phone this afternoon. And yes, shocked i was to see that the text message was from YOU. My heart was thumping hard, wondering what you texted me that noon. Apology was all i got. It doesnt matter whether the was an apology or not cause i know i failed as a person to make you at ease. I never failed to make mistakes, mistakes that will continuosly make you mad.
You are too busy, too preoccupied, too tired & now, too sensitive for the littlest things that came up. Tried to prevent things from happening but i was stupid enough to make it all happen. And now, i'm afraid to take your calls, afraid that i would repeat the very same things. I was in pain, hearing you talking with anger.
"Mauku tak penting lagi, Biar kubuat bahagiamu"
"My needs aren't important, just let me make you happy "
♥With Love, Sunday, August 30, 2009