Stanwyck's Unscripted But True.

Well,for this entry I'm just going to literally put it in simple sentences. Hope it explains.

Whatever kept inside for 'decades' long has finally been let out in two different ways; at ease as the river flowing and also violent as a volcanic eruption.

How a relieve it was. Simply because you have waited for quite a long time. But hell,it was too hard to just speak out those words cause it was described plainly as 'unreasonable', 'stupid' & just 'crap'.

Trust was what it takes. It's now or never. By just a word of mouth, maybe you just can't assure someone that you could be trusted. Maybe by proving it, with actions and other things of some sort could make the person trust you. Eventhough you know that things wouldnt happen and you tried your best telling the person and wanting so much to be trusted, what else can you do if he/she insists that it's still shaky or unclear that the 'trust' still can;t be assured? Wait, I'm proving it. From now onwards,just for you.

Yes, maybe it hurts or it's sad to hear what was being told but who can escape from reality? the truth? it's hard to digest,but i am slowly forgetting it.

Assurance. That's what i'm doing. Trying my very best reassuring that you;re just the one, i'm creating solutions that'll best suit and maybe adding advantage to the relationship. And again, limitations. It's ouhkay to lose other things in the world, but not you.

But whatever it is, I Love You.

*Uuurgghh.PMS sucks bigtime.It;s making me feel bad. So bad that it's making me worse-off.Fcuk!*