Why exactly people are born to be not perfect? Yeah.God made us that way right? and of course we can't change things the way they are.Certainly,some things could be changed but it takes our ownself to decide.
I feel so helpless.When there was a chance to speak up and to let him know what i wanted,i was just far too coward maybe or just plain keeping myself shut.gosh.what the hell is simply wrong with me??I knew what I wanted & certainly i knew what WE wanted. But hell,i just made things worse!
Attention.that was just the key thing that was needed.I knew and i planned to make our day the best and seeing you smile,makes me blithe! But seriously,i was far too stupid,didnt think about the outcome.I really wanted to spend my day with you but hell i screwed up everthing.i just screwed it up.fcuk.
I just hope we really cleared things up.When i thought back on what we both said,it was seriously a clash point between us.
P.S : Happy 9mthmonthsary,ILY.
♥With Love, Wednesday, March 11, 2009