Bby.I Just Love You So Much.
Well yeah.reffering back to the previous entry,i got bby's reply late evening as soon as he reached home.i was relieved to see bby's text message but wasn't truly happy and felt so dumbstruck when i was told what happened.gosh.i felt like stabbing that crap with a butcher's knife,i'd tell you.seriously i couldn;t bear seeing my loved one being treated that way.sure thing it's not his fault.im mad,agitated and also sad at the same time.but of course it's not against bby but that crap of course.
bby called in earlier.we talked for a while and again bby told me about what happened.gosh.actually i was refraining myself at the same time from getting way too emotional.so yeah.at least i felt at ease cause i gotta hear bby's voice.
I Miss You.
I Love You.
I Need You.
♥With Love, Tuesday, February 24, 2009
How I Wished This Would Last Forever.I Love You A lot Bby.
struck down by fever.yeah.the weather seems unpromising i shall say.it's been raining all day.since yesterday night,i was having chills.as a result,i got fever today.
well,maybe it's due to me thinking about what is going to happen next.i mean,today is it.till now,i'm waiting for bby.he hasn't called nor text me since noon.i hope nothing happened cause i'm so not ready to hear that.i really want thing to clear up.if only it was as easy as 1 2 3,we could just turn back time and make it not happen.
P.S : awaiting for your replies bby. ILY so much.
♥With Love, Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Stanwycks
It's Gotta Be Gucci Baby.
yesterday,i went down to a wedding invitation.Well,it was Abg Yazid's wedding.It was unexpected that the wedding reception was at jurong west and it was so near to bby's place.hahs.i was happy cause i knew how to make my way and most importantly,meet bby! =)the reception was ouhkay.i loved the deco,black and yellow.hahs.if its mine,i'd make it black,red and white.give it a little classy plus vintage kinda thing.that'll be lovely.abg arep was damn irritating and funny as usual with his buttcrack jokes.wth.
so hours later,i met bby and followed him and his brother to go get some psp accesories.we chilled at the void deck soon after and do some admin stuff.hahs.indeed after that by sent me back to the reception but hell yeah.the day ended great,right bby? hahs. *only we know.
however,the night spend was great.yes.we had the best convo ever on the phone.hell yeah,there were loads to talk to and bby was being as sadistic as ever.even had to time to create a game tt was to shut our gaps for 5mins and then put down the phone.hahs.i was reluctant to put down cause i wanted to drag our convo a little longer.it was soo unexpected that bby read my blog! hahs.gosh.all this while i've never thought he read my blog.yeah,serious.goddamnit i was blushing.hahs.yeah.because i can say that i do nothing but blog about him,him and only him.so yeah.of course i was blushing luhh.well,i do hope we're going to be like this whenever we call.hahs.and again,someone was emphasising on himself looking way similar to Taufik Batisah.hahs.who ey bby???
well.we had full of crap-talk so there'll be some serious moment somewhere,right?actually i was a little taken aback yet a little speechless so to speak when bby said,
"bi,i feel that we'll have only a few time left to spend with each other.I'm not saying that i'd be gone forever but maybe it's only a while.haish."
who would ever want to part with the person you love right? well.as for me.i'm not even ready and also accepting it if it happens.gosh.cause i need him everyday.starting the day with his sms's wouldnt be complete.although he's not physically there with me,at least mentally i know he's with me.he's my source of happiness.there's no one other than him could make me feel so complete,conceited.
well bby,i'll treasure every moment we have.we gotta spend it fruitfully and make full good use of it.i'll always be there for you no matter what happens.Ain't gonna leave nor hate you,i never will.cause you'll have to remember that i'm gonna spend the rest of my life with you and i'm sure it's going to happen.
P.S : I LOVE YOU. understand bby??
♥With Love, Monday, February 23, 2009
oh god.oh god.oh god.please.im not ready for whatever that's going to happen.yeas,im not sure whether it'd going to happen or not but im praying hard that it's not going to be.my tears aint running dry each and everyday since it happened.why?yes this is part of life but this shouldnt be it.it's some other stupid shitass who has made this problem happen.
everyone's worried sick.family,friends and myself.im not ready to face and accept this if it happens.the root of it didnt come from him so why should he be the one at stake??whatever you;ve said to me i'll keep it strong,aint going to break it.im too fragile,afraid,so afraid to part with you even for a while.my every breath is you.without you i'll get frail everyday.
for now,i'll just hope for the best.insyallah.things will go the right way.Allah always be on our side alright? If things are going to happen to you,im going to damn that fcukin shitass forever.
P.S : I LOVE YOU.
♥With Love, Saturday, February 21, 2009
Finally, Back On Track.Everything Solved.
literally,i just got back from meeting sygg together with nenek. yeah right. suprising huh?but indeed it happened.the actual plan was to meet him at lot 1,maybe to chiil out for a while before he attends his family occasion. but instead,nenek wanted to meet him too. hahs.so yeah.told sygg and he was like, "u serious bi??". so we kinda chatted under the block luhh. didnt knew it could be quite long cause sygg had to rush a.s.a.p. so sorry sygg.hee. but yeah.indeed after we met,nenek was relieved cause she finally met up with her cucu's boyfee.haha.i was happy cause we merely solved every misunderstandings and stuff.yeah,at least nenek got to hear from sygg himself right? gladly,she was only just giving advice on our relationship.thank you so much nenek for understanding me.and ouh yeah! guess what?? nenek mentioned that sygg looked like Taufik Batisah luhh seyy! ceydebah.tk bley angkat!!!
P.S: So how?? Similar?? Hahs.
♥With Love, Saturday, February 21, 2009
Don't Let Me Fall Into Your Setbacks Again Because It Kinda Hurts.
Please,I'm begging you once and for all. Stop creating setbacks against me. You know how am I. I can't even differentiate between jokes or being serious. I take things seriously and I believe to every single word that you say. But,don't let me waste my tears or unneccesary energy being agigated or mad at you. You know me well right? So yeah. I hope things like this won't happen like that again cause i really didn't all those 'crap' to happen. What i expected just didn't turn out to be the way it was supposed to be.
P.S : Like I've always said, i don't like wasting my time getting into tiffs with you cause it doesnt mean a thing at all esp if it's you. I hope you understand.
Enough said,let's get over and done with this
thing alright.
No matter what,ILY.
♥With Love, Friday, February 20, 2009
With your T-Shirt On.Happy 8thmonthsary Baby!
I'll Love You Till The Day I Die.
yay!finally the day has come. it marks 11 of February and and and..it'll be our 8th month together!! gosh.how esctatic can i be.hell yeah,it's already a long way.well,i'm more than happy cause yeah,we've stayed together eventhough there was like tons of barriers and some other 'shitties' along the way. we still made it. baby,no words can describe how much i love you. thanks once again for letting me be the one in your life. you showed me life. you showered me with love which no one else does. it doesnt matter if we're different but yet,we are not when it comes to 'heart matters'. =)
basically,we couldnt meet up and celebrate it due to his sch.so yeah,we were planning to celebrate our monthsary cum valentine's day this saturday! hee.how happening could that be.planning to date out at marina.hee.well,you know the nice view of the singapore river.what's better than that as compared to 'lepaking' at either lakeside or cck? hahs. i'm so looking forward to saturday baby!!
♥With Love, Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Bb's Birthday present;
A G-Shock Watch.
=)
hahs.yay! finally all my plans were fulfilled.ouh yeah.i managed to make bb's birthday a memorable one!
so at around 6pm, i met bb at jurong east mrt and we headed straight to IMM. Bb was seriously clueless where we're heading to and he kept on asking me "Bi,u nak g mana nie??". hahs.so yeah.when we reached IMM, i was looking for Swensen's but yet i couldnt find it. Hence, i brought Bb round and round IMM to find Swensen's. Bb was so so irritating cause he was continuously bombarding questions at me. haha.
so when i finally found Swensen's, bb was startled. yeah.he didnt expect me to bring him to Swensen's luhh. so i pulled bb in and there we sat, looking at the menu. Bb was so uneasy at first cause he was seriously particular about the cost of the food.say it's Swensens so the prices are quite xpensive i shall say. without further ado,i ordered a regular Earthquake ice-cream.hahs.i loved the look on bb's face.he was like, "asal u bawak i gi sini?? kalau i tau, i taknak ikut u sehh!".
Bb's Second Birthday Surprise.
after the ice-cream arrived, i slowly took out the pressie.bb was like looking at the paper bag,curiously then looking into it.he got all shocked when he saw the G-Shock box.hahs.then he frantically opened the box and how surprised he was when he looked at the watch! "Bi!!Omg! I tak pernah sehh dapat present macam gini". all i did was to giggle and smile.
done with eating already.so yeah.after the Swensen's thingy, i sent bb home luhh.hee.
well.i shall say that in total,bb had 3 surprises.(the last one couldnt be mentioned though.its an inside thingy.hahs.) i was seriouslyy very very happy that i could make boyfriend had his time of his life.he was esctatic i suppose.ouh bb,i love you so much.promise is kept;i won't leave you no matter what hapens alright??
♥With Love, Tuesday, February 03, 2009
Happy 9Teen'th Birthday Bb!Old Old!
=)
yeah.hahs.it marks the 3rd of February and it's so going to be Bb's birthday.aww.someone's 9Teen already!hahs.
i can't wait to meet bb later,awaiting the excitement and the smile that will be drawn on his lips.aww.i'm sure and i hope he'll like what i've planned for him.though it's simple,i hope it'll be etched forever as the sweetest memory ever.*winks.
well.in the conversation i had with bb yesterday,i told him to have a new resolution which is to QUIT SMOKING!! hahs.well,bb started back when he was supposed to quit.naughty bb.hee.
my wishes for him?hahs.well.it's all written in the text i gave him at midnight just now;
Happy Birthday Sayangg!
You are very special and you deserve the best.
Wish you a wonderful life filled with love and happiness.
Hope others bring you joy,just as you've brought joy to me.
Love you alot baby!
Bb dah 9teen already!
Old Old!
♥With Love, Tuesday, February 03, 2009
Counting down to Baby's Birthday!Coming 19 already!
Old Old!
walla! hahs.well.tommorow's going to be bb's birthday.ouh well.he's plainly very excited to turn 9teen.hahs.i was like having a commotion saying that it'll be his last year of his teenager life i shall say cause the following year he's gonna be 20!! hahs.Old Old bb! he's gonna be an adult soon.so i planned things last minute which was just yesterday.thinking about where to celebrate his birthday and what i;m going to buy for his pressie.hahs.but yeah! hahs.i just bought him something. *pfft* its very very expensive.but sure thing,i hope he's gonna like it plus together with the plan tommorow!! i can't wait to see him smileee. =)
so yeah.today was alright.the afternoon spend chatting with bb.hahs.he's sadistic and funny as ever.but hell yeah, i love boyfriend!
so yeah.we chatted.hahs!
bb sent me this peekture and i loveee it! bb cutee luhh!
moments after,bb asked me to watch Green Street Hooligans. it was a NZ based movie.hahs.im lovin the slang.it goes like."aye mate!".hahs.and as a result,i was hooked-up on the main actor in the movie which was Elijah Wood. aww.he is cutee! bb got 'jealous' but didnt want to admit! hahas.he was all green-eyed already just now.
hee.Elijah Wood!!!
♥With Love, Monday, February 02, 2009
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