heartbreak.

well.yesterday as per usual i went to school to help out in the orientation.it was fun.jerman exchanged with watie to do the charades.jerman,fizah & me were kind of gossiping about something.hahs.it was fun.

later in the afternoon,watie & me dropped by at soccer and helped out in the soccer trial.i felt as though it's been ages i kicked a ball.hahs.anyways,there were a few good talents discovered and indeed,it was great to know that soccer was their first cca choice.this year,girls soccer has been recognised as a cca.gosh.how good is that.in our times before,it's not recognised yet and we had to be in another cca to get our points.but no matter what,all the best to WDL's Girls Soccer!!

went back,checked my mails.mimie left me a msg in friendster,asking me to read up her bloggy.well,yeah.it was about the incident sayang told me about.i do agree sometimes that girls have PMS when they are having their time of the month.so yeah,happy enough she was already in good terms with them.=)

i wasnt really well last night as sayang and i had a tiff.gosh.i was so depressed in the situation.how could he simply put it that i didnt bother about it.i did updated him but why this? i really didnt know what to do.felt like even commting suicide.believe it or not,i took pills,which was alot,around 20 of them.i i'd wake up the next day,i will.if i couldnt,then i wont.i put it all to fate.but in god's will,i just experienced a very heavy effect after consuming them.i managed to wake up today.this morning sayang texted me,he sounded ouhkay,but yet,i just could not understand.to him,ive been hurting him and i do things that you know will kind of spoil the relationship.but as for me,maybe i just couldnt realise that.gosh.my mind's really in a mess.