im on hiatus.saturday-tuesday.
finally,the weekends are drawing near.and yes,in conjuction with the chinese new year hols,three families or four families,i shall say are going to rock the costa sands resort at pasir ris! hahs.yeah.i hope it'll gonna be fun.i am sure going to dive in the pool,soak myself in the sun and let my hair down.sure thing,i am going to importantly lease out the tension i have for the period of time.the beach would be the perfect spot.
yesterday night,manja called me.hmm.well,he mentioned that i was being different.actually at first i was a little mad cause he didnt replied my sms.barely cause he didnt tell me he was going to hang out with his friends under the block or 'lepak' i shall say.hmm.i didnt know why u reacted that way.he asked for my permission even whether he could overnight at mimie's pit or something on friday.he didnt want me to feel 'one kind' or whatsover.so i just gave him a suttle answer "up to u luhh.u yang nak pergi.sukati luhh". i dont know what is wring with me. i think what eem said was true."you guys are so long together.tak kan tkder perasaan jealous or mcm ragu2 dgn each other kan.sekarang semua mesti up luhh sis".
im so over thoughtful about things.haish.i cant say much cause barely im already diagnosed with two kinds of sickness.well.the doctor advised not to be stressful or too tension about things.so yeah,i cant follow much in my feelings or instincts as well.it sucks seriously.
n btw,22 january 2009.my two lovables' birthdays has arrived!!
Happy Birthday to dearest sis,Siti NurFarhanah & Edora Darla!!! May whatever you do in future will be successful and may god bless you two!!
