farhan & fadilah

finally got back from my relative's wedding.well.it was held in johor so today i had to wake up earlier than usual,hahs,at 10+ am,to get ready for the event.halfway there i caught headache.dang.that was sure due to not having breakfast early in the morning.

sadly,i couldnt make it in meeting sayangku to visit his brother in hospital.it was kind of abrupt.i thought in the first place i could accompany him but indeed i was told in the last minute.so,i couldnt.\

yesterday night,i had a serious conversation with granny.neither it was kind of threatening nor harsh but indeed we talked about my relationship with sayang.what i was told is that,coming 2009,a new year,i had to be open about things in order to cease away those misleading thoughts which momma had against me about my realtionship.at first,it was hard for me to be honest.but then,thinking about it,i guess i really had to cause like what granny had said,she knew both of us are really into each other and definitely this relatoinship is sure going a long way ahead.yeah.i knew too.i guess i had to cause i dont want all these negative thoughts engulf momma especially,making her hate this realtionship even more.so for now,granny's meeting sayang to kinda know him better and maybe give us some advice.=)

new year's coming up in a few days time.nah.n again NO countdowns for me.why? yeah.it sounds weird and very whatever to some probably.but seriously,im againsr countdowns.partying till like there;s no tomorrow,dancing your booties and having fun till you're not concious; all these are just for nothing.well.planning your 2009 goals and reflecting your life in 2008 is sure much more appealing i shall say.i rather have a decent celebration;hanging out with friends and chilling.that'll be nice.