syggku.aku sungguh mencintaimu dirimu.81 hari telah berlalu.
Jet'aime Farhan.
yeah2.what the hell.i wouldnt go about speaking in malay in blogging.so weird kan dora? hahs.yeah.today marked 31 august 2008.its malaysia's birthday btw.happy birthday neighbour! today i had the most exciting yet fun time ever.gosh.it's maybe the same,meeting syggku but today its kinda different for me.
met syggku at woodlands today.we went belt-hunting because syggku's pants was like so longgar,anytime can tercabut.kesian dier.lucky i didnt pull it.if not,habis! GAME OVER. we went makan at LJS.i teman sygg onlyy.i didnt eat,hee.PMS i shall say.so not in the mood to indulge in food.sweet was it.syggku fed me.haha!! mcm tk biase onlyy.met wardah n her friend at LJS too.she was so different.hahs.in the sense she got prettier.congrats wardah fer geting 2(D) for your malay O levels!! hahas.
after mkn time,i teman syggku to his uncle's house to get his safety boots.it was at boon lay,NTI.well.i was kind of malu cuz its the first time so called meeting his family member or so.at least u;ve met my daddy n mummy sygg.i haven met ur parents still ouhkayy.so not fair.but nvm,im like 'menggigil' if u were to bring me to them.
after that,syggku sent me home.sweet.leant on him all the way to CCK.turon and just merely talk crap under the block.funny.i got spanked on my butt countless times.sygg so naughty!
well.the magical moment came by when im going back.syggku gave two pecks on the cheeks and so unexpectedly he gave me another peck on the lips.sygg!! i was so touched ouhkayy.u remembered my so called wish.n yeah.its granted!!! sweett!!!
barely i know why i felt this way.maybe because sygg is going for attachment for like two mths++ and then im getting busy with O's.we have to sacrifice our relationship for a while.yeah.maybe a break or so.i think its our dugaan in this fasting month.well.i planned to do some 'ibadah' this month.cleanse and ease myself for the least.n you too sygg.go for terawih prayers ouhkayy.im going taw.=)
sygg3!! im gonna miss that kiss u gave me.hahs!! sweet indulgence! it was mushy-mushy marshmellow.hee.
P/S: YOU'LL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.SYGGG YOU!
♥With Love, Sunday, August 31, 2008
Chill Out Session At KTV with GFs.80th day together syggku & im still counting the days.
i love you so.
yesterday morning i was awaken by my granny's call,saying faris was here.it was 8.30 in the morning.well.skipped school cuz i was far too shagged for teacher's day.pure lazyness to take part in the 1.2 km walk.hahs.Gfs said the day was fun.so,i accompanied faris to alexandra for his eye checkup.at about 12 we were done,went for lunch at the cafeteria nearby and headed straight to somerset to meet up farah and dora sygg for out ktv session.excited i was to sing and make singapore rain.but indeed,my voice wasnt that bad cuz it didnt rain afterall.yar,like for real,hahs.it was pure crazyness and it was really exciting! we were all 'high' on food,dancing & singing.funny it was.but it could be much more fun if fizah sygg was around.maybe next time in future.looking forward to that.
well.finally our relationship is getting better day after day.i kind of opened up and told him what i really felt about things.basically what i hated and got myself pissed of bigtime because of it.yeah.like i once mentioned,we are like from two different worlds and it doesnt mean i have to accept everything around him as well.i love him,yes i do.but not some other things that are around him.thats my point.i cant adapt to face reality.i hope we can live our lives together without any other obstructions to it.im not up to face all those.i cant change my perceptions about things sygg.i hope you understand.i didnt mean to be mean to you or be unfair to you.but really,i just cant.
*More pictures have been uploaded at friendster.=)
♥With Love, Saturday, August 30, 2008
if i could count the number of times i said "i love you" to you, i think it all could be compliled in a book thicker than this.
78th day together syggku.
im loving you like there's no tomorrow.
finally! im over the preliminaries fever.gosh.papers were fcuking hard i should say.yeah.it was made harder than the standard o levels paper.its ouhkay.barely did my best for all the papers.i'm on hiatus right now.i need a goddamn break!
i'm well off after all this while of tiffs.hahs.yeah.finally,sygg n i built some communication gap between us.man.we're far more pleased with the condition right now.no more tiffs,even the slightest ones.i learnt to be more compromised in doing things,the way i react and be myself.thats more like it.for me,nothing is lacking.its only time;we;re both busy with work and school.no ample time together.but we dont miss out much.always contactible.=) 2 months alreadyy.looking forward to our third.
well.now basically im networking.doing more than ever.yeah.prelims is the barrier for all this.now i can blog n stuff.coolshits.if not,lappy is the may-jah distraction of all!-right dora?
tomorrow im gonna skip school.its just teacher's day.planning to accompany faris dear to alexandra hosp for his checkup then late afternoon i'm meeting gurlfees and the five of us are going to shake our booties yaw! hahs.we planned to hit town and sing our heartts out at K-box.well.if it's confirmed,please bring ur umbrellas cuz im bringing some rain to our little sunny island! =)
♥With Love, Thursday, August 28, 2008
hey guys!!
i won't be updating my blog for this period of time.
been busy mugging for the upcoming prelim exams.
will be back again as soon as i'm done with exams!!!
♥With Love, Saturday, August 16, 2008
62 days together syggku.
happy twomonthsary yesterday!!!
hahs!gosh.this few days i've been like so on top of the world!!! yeah2.today supposedly i am getting my results for my malay o level results.dang.i was like sick in the stomach during history lesson ,half an hour before the release of results.adrenaline was rushing through.hearts pumping fast.we were all too nervous for the results.as soon as we were all release i ran down straight to the foyer to check it out.frantically screaming with tears of joy,i was far too speechless for the results.expectations were met.to be exact,i attained my A1 for real.syygku was the first person i told my results,followed by momma and daddy.they were so friggin happy for me.I LOVE YOU PEOPLE FOR ALL THE SUPPORT.
yesterday was my second monthsary.yeah.planned out to chill out with syggku so i dropped by at lakeside to meet him.hahs.nearly half an hour we were sitting like two belos at the mrt station,thinking of where the hell we are heading to.finally,jurong point was decided.walked around,gave him a small treat and then met his two friends and we headed to imm straight.it was like crazzy being with them.hahs.esp giler.he was freaking crazy! at around 8plus i headed home.flagged a cab and i passed syggku his monthsary gift.hahs.im glad he liked it though.something simple.something that can be worn to keep him reminded of me.hee!
coolshit.now im practically much2 more motivated in revising for all the core subjects!! hahs.with all these people by my side (credits to:parents,family members,syggku,friend,abg bonzer),im gearing up for the preparations for prelims and O's!!!
♥With Love, Tuesday, August 12, 2008
hahs.yesterday when i was chilling with shad watching tv,syggku texted me.
this was what the conversation was like:
syggku : wokie dear..i nw with kak zie..AKU BUTO SAMA KAMU...dee : huh? wad did u say?syggku : SAYA BUTO SAMA KAMU..mean in indonesia..i need u..dee : U! Dats butuh not buto! Omg.i tot u maki me.gosh!!hahs! i was hysterically laughing our hearts out with shad.panicked was i thinking syggku was like fcukin mad at me or what.hahs.next time syggku dont do this again eyy.funny!
♥With Love, Sunday, August 10, 2008
people colour my world.they make me complete.1 more day to our 2ndMonthsary syggku.
practically woke up at around 7.25 because i was awaken by syggku's sms.as per normal syggku told me he was going off to work.gosh,i hoope he feels alright after what had happened last night.i mean,people shouldnt be doing that to him.i hope he would settle things in a good way or so.
well.i slept at 5 in the morning just now.hahs.well.basically talking on the phone with Alai.coincidentally we met in msn and then we kind of chatted.crap.crap.crap. i shall say when we are in total boredom.hahs.it's been quite a while since we've talked.n he called me PATHETIC just because i turned up for school on friday when it's not even half-day.practically only 2 hours of watching the parade n concert.waste time,waste energy,waste money.lagi aper yg wasted?irritating luhs kamu.so yah.happy to hear from him after a long2 time of pure avoidance and hostility.hahs.
weeheee! i cant wait for tomorrow! its going to be my 2ndMonthsary!!! hahs.well i hope we could meet up tomorrow since its holiday too.i want to spend time with dearest syggku!! i love him so much!!
♥With Love, Sunday, August 10, 2008
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national day was spend chilling out at home.shad came along.watched the parade.hahs.i thought it would practically rain and the parade would be like cancelled.hahs.i was wrong indeed.national day went fine!
♥With Love, Saturday, August 09, 2008
59th days together & i'm still counting the days.i love you syggku,farhan!
finally! i got some extra space to spend on myslelf this holidays.gosh.ive been working out a little to much i guess.prelims is just a week more.its coming!! dang.
thursday night i accompanied faris dear to mr hendri fiancee's place,kak shifaa, to get her henna done for her nikah on 080808.cool date huh? auspicious i shall say.well.the night was fun.met up wif aan sygg cuz he showed us how to get there as her place was kind of near his.boon lay was like full of that 'friends' of his! haha.kidding sygg.well.we boarded the bus and then we got down.but gosh.we got down at the wrong place and we had to made our way roundabout.i was practically lost and it was raining so heavily dat night.i owed syggku bigtime.he sacrificed himself in the rain just to searched for the block himself and yah,getting us umbrellas from his friend's place just because he doesnt want us to get wet.oh my god.i was so2 touched at heart.moreover,because of us he was down sick that night.sygg3.i really owe u bigtime.
yesterday we made our way to jurong again for mr hendri's nikah.faris had to touch up kak shifaa's henna cuz the color was a lil light.gosh.kak shifaa was SO gorgeous!!!!! lucky mr hendri huh.congrats3 on their official wedding.btw.yesterday too i we were suppose to meet syggku cuz he wanted to kind of sent us there.but complications arose.that botch accused me that i did things behind her back.hey3.i DIDNT haf time to steal away your property ouhkayy.i have a boyfriend myself.what i wanted to do was to help both of u but u didnt appreciate that.BITCH.all because of that i didnt went up to syggku.gosh.i was felt totally bad luhs.lucky he understood me.i owe u another one syggku.
today i planned to chill out with sygggku but too bad he couldnt make it.but im waiting to yah,our 2nd monthsary to celebrate with you sygg!! hahs! so.i guess today i'll sit at home and chill,watching the parade and fireworks on tv.
yesterday after the wedding i texted syggku:
dee: syggku! im now going back,wating for the bus.waa.best nyer i tgk dorg kawin!!! biler agknyer kiter nyer turn ey?? hee! (this was what i told him literally)
syggku:ohk..i nw inside the bus ni..g j.e ferz..2 met ab n ct kt sane..ahak3.insyalah..1 day k syg. nk 11 anak ehk?? keke..byk tol..
dee : hahs!! wow!! satu team bola seyy sygg!!
haha.funny2.i was practically joking when i said i wanted when he asked me how many kids i wanted.in the end it dragged on.hahs!!!
P.S: may u both live happily ever after!! congrats!! & happy birthday Singapore!!
♥With Love, Saturday, August 09, 2008
obsession.our 54th dayy syggku & the days are drawing near to our 2nd.
school was bloddy hell crazyy today.hahs.i had truckloads of crazyy funtime with gurlfees yaw.we all still did disturb farah dear of the kiss-kiss incident.hahs.well.i hope sooner or later they 'both' will reunite.in god's will.after school was hilarious.i skipped physics literally and went down to the canteen and met up with dora dear,fizah dear and faris dear.as i say,our loudhailers practically drew attention of the other school mates who were around.fizah dear got kind of caught up in some personal yet a very extreme complicated problem.however,just move on girlfriend! ignore all tis crap.niwaez,revenge isnt the end.u just move on with life.O levels is just 75 days more(as what dora dear had counted.man.she is really making me freak out.haha.its drawing near!!)
then after lesson was english remedial.we had a test.dang.it was difficult.but the three of us practically went nuts everytime mdm shobs went out of class.what else??!!! camwhoring!!! hahs! scroll down later to view the pictures.it tells a thousand words yaw.
today farhan sygg went for his medical checkup for NS.hee.man.he said the doctor kind of misplaced the needle two times and finally he took 3 bottles of his blood.gosh.and worst of all.yeah.he was practically 'exposed'.hahs! shame2 youh! now waiting for him to wake up.he's snoring at home by the way.wake up boyfee!! its almost maghrib sygg!!!
im waiting for the weekends!!! 6 more days and it'll be our 2nd-monthsary!! weehee.i cant barely wait for that.i hope things shall work out well as planned! i love you!
♥With Love, Monday, August 04, 2008
the collage on the wall.53rd day together syggku.
spend the night yesterday revamping my room to be a whole new me.gather the whole lot of the Germany Trip's peektures and i place it all on my wall.that new collage really made all those memories alive.hahs.i miss Germany yaw! but i prefer Singapore better.in god's will.one day let me migrate there.=)
i started my day today by doing all those revisions.Biology is my first.still not done yet.gosh.17 more days to the prelims.mug! mug! mug! i haf to do my best before the real O's.
finally met Dora Jade online.its been a while we talked.linked me alreadyy rite GF? link u too,soon yaw!!
yesh3! farhan sygg just topped up his prepaid.finally my fingers get to exercise again.hahs.i mish u luhs gendeng! tomorrow i got to remind him about his medical checkup fer NS.it'll be his turn next year.serving the nation fer two years.hahs.he'll me my botak jones soon! hee! sygg3 u!
faris dear dropped by my crib yesterday.yeah.eat3 again.nasi lemak was on the menu yaw.then he accompanied me to Lot 1 to but a gift.hahs.yeah3.for who? i'll tell u peeps as soon as the day arrived,after i gave the gift to that sumone.hahs.
fitness was awesome but tiring.yeah.got to push the extra limits and shed off those extra pounds yaw.hahs.
nizam dear was being irritating.hahs.yeah.today joe dear was asking me out to town.as per normal.chill out with my dearest friends.hahs.miss them truckloads luh.once again,i forgot to return nizam dear his bag.his getting mad at me.hahs.nah.wawa dear will pass him my contact number today.i love you luhs bitch.
yesterday night i got a call from pieka.then soon ejal dear.he's letting out his 1001 problems to me.yeah.the same old bloody problem about him and teesha.haish.i dont noe when can they both stay in peace. hey boyfriend,relax ouhkayy? if she's the one for you,then she is.if fate dont turn as it is,just move on.we are all there for you.=)
♥With Love, Sunday, August 03, 2008
Stanwyck's Love'sIt's our 51st Day together syggku.ILY!!!today is friday.as per usual.i was slacking in class and gettin my lazy arse stuck onto the chair during lessons and sleeping at 'intervals'.hahs!i was just too tired i guess.yeah.i DID had tons of good night's sleep but like what my gurlfees said,its because i didnt get much rest before all this while.so its accumulating right now.
today me & farah dear was looking forward till the lessons end.yeah3.we're both having the best of both worlds yaw.we're both meeting special2 people.hahs! we had 'kupu-kupu in the perut' during chemistry and was waiting for the clock to tick fast.then both of us was like sakit perut because of the over excitement.funny us.
rushing out of the school gate,saw farhan sygg sitting down at the opposite stop.he was practically 'smart' today.hahs.based on the specs he was wearing just now.yeah2.it does suit him.syggku looked like a very good boy today.& so finally! after one week of not seeing each other,i finally got to let out my rinduness for him.awwww.i miss him babiloads! hahs.spend the day sitting with each other,talking about us & loads of stuffs.i cant help smiling inside my heart.im too happy for words.
well.this season's 'hotstuff' was actually the geekiness faris dear spread to all of us.with the big,black-rimmed,'obit' specs,we ALL practically looked like educated geeks.hahs! take a look at the peektures then peeps!
♥With Love, Friday, August 01, 2008
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