uhm.missed school today.dang.it suck big time.today there's a lot of important lessons goin on and i'm like kind of missing them. how in the world am i going to catch up? well i hope i could. miss my gurlfees yaw. it's not crazy without them all.

gosh. i think that illness brought me the way i am right now.it cam back.again.when can i ever go normal as i am before?it's eating me up inside eventhough i am a crazy gf outside.yah.praying hard it would go away.one day,i hope so.

lately been addicted to David Cook's- Always Be My Baby. hahs.don't quite know why but i'm so into it right now.make me feel at ease,thinking about my only one.

yesterday met up with aan boyfee.finally!! i've drained away my 'rinduness' for him.but now, it came again. hahs.it was crazy yesterday.we're both kind of sick but we don't look like we are.met up with farsh too at the library.spend about an hour mugging and him getting all worked up on the computer games.hahs.yeah.boredom kills him,i know.