the key to love in in our hands.

at 3 sharp after physics lesson today,i couldnt wait any longer but just to walk out from school and head home straight.basically fatigue has overwhelmed me based on how much I comcentrate and give all out in my studies.i know that i'm NOT studying smart.gosh.life couldnt get any worst with basically tons and tons of revisions to make.i know i did enough for my revisions but things cant get through my mind that easily.memorisations are just my weakness.got to put in extra2 effort to do it seriously.

emotional distress.yeah.it encircles everyone.once it does came to farah dear.but in god's will she could endure and overcome it well.dang.now its my turn.yeah.studies are basically my first priority but indeed others too come in as my top priorities as well.for example,my dearestt.the person whom i really love and basically who needs my fullest attention,guidance and love from me.im trying my very best to give him all that and yet,complications still arose along the way.disheartening as i would say for him to endure it but as it is,i'm always there for him.

i should say out love is holding on.by the fact of the promises that have been made and our heart's say as well.to me,he is the person whom i am searching for all this while.spending my days with him just feels as though im on top of the world.for us,complications in relationships does not arise from ourselves but from others.dang.sometimes anyone can feel as though they are giving up the very next minute but for me,i follow what my heart says.

sometimes it's kind of difficul for me to adapt with it too.yeah.studies are crammed up.what more our interpersonal problems we are having right.it does affect the relationship as such sometimes.he's sad & u, too, feels it too.it goes wrong if i am still happy and just couldnt be bothered right. come on, he's the man i love the most,Md Farhan.

i hope that this will end sooner or later.i just cant live up to it and yah,kind of seeing him being so different in a way or another.it hurts to see your loved ones in emotional distress.