its our 45th day together & i'm still counting the days syggkuu.

fcuk.today was the worst day ever.fer me i woke up freaking late today.can u just imagine that. my class was at 8 and i woke up at 9++.shuts.i skipped my lesson today cuz class was ending at ten.forget it then.hmm.then sygg texted me.well.he,too,had complications today but dang.it was far more worst off than me.i couldnt imagine it if im in his shoes.gosh.decision and thoughts ran through his mind.they were so sick in the head but indeed,i did my best,trying to bring him back to the right path.a wise man was he.he forgot all about it and he finally realised what he wanted to decide was wrong.im so relieved and happy for that.now.he just needed me.only me to rely and depend on.life is a turnover for him.but still i'll keep my words.promises that have been made i hold them strong in my heart.there'll never be once i'm going to decide on leaving you cuz i need you.basically now in my life,u're the person i love the most.im not insane to do as such alright? i love you syggkuu.i do.

girlfriends are doing great.especially my dearest farah gf.god's will.she finally did what was right.i'm proud if u farah dear.u're a strong girl at heart.u've proven me wrong when i thought u were weak n couldnt let go of things easily.dora dear is doing great too.basically now mugging fer the big O.fizah dear FINALLY brought back all the books under her table.faris dear too is finally healing from the eye problem he had.dear gfs,wish u all the best in everything u do!!!!!!!!!!!